Andy's Journal

10:42AM - last night

i worked at chain, should have went to the show. i busted out straight faced conditioned last night, best thing ive ever done. word

12:24PM - so fuck ohio, and fuck god too

so when a bunch of whitetrashers wake up in the morning their fears should include
terrorist blowing up cornfields and abbandoned factories
gay doods kissing or even getting married

OR

the fact they will never ever ever see a job recovery in ohio.


middle america, and the church , along with karl rove and 500 million dollars in advertising dictate our future. thank you to the 55.4 million americans that saw this election with reason. obviously the nation cant learn from past mistakes, so lets hope for the best.but we know the worst still to come.

11:05PM - scum

so yea, doing essays the night before they are due , or the night after, whatever comes first seems to be my new thing, i fucked up and missed a lot of school, need to get notes, and i didnt do a few assignments, i define loser.its a good thing i have rad parents who love me, and a circle of good friends or id be goin nuts. its my birthday this week, and i should be stoked, but im not all that really, i think we will have a little get together on saturday. rollie and i went grocery shopping today, we rule at shopping and eating.i got my latop, its sweet, wireless internet rules. rain sucks.

rules

guactober
my b day
rollie,balmore,colin
laptop
john kerry
outbreak
none more black
team america

doesnt rule

rain
low self esteem
timecode music videos
W
essays on hulda clark
sidebustas

Current mood: discontent

Current music: outbreak

2:53PM - umm im old

i turn 22 in a little over 2 weeks. i miss erica, i care about her sooo much. im super stressed out right now, just did a midterm and i have another one friday, plus im working, and i have 2 essays and a outline due next week. fuck. i trained yesterday, went to my parents, studied, took a test, watched debate, went running, watch comedy central. and currently im wayy to tired. but i want to go grocery shopping, i have to do homework, study for a test, buy more expensive gas. yea. bummer. bought some tight stussy gear, dont want to see my credit card statement. dont want to see my insurance payment. yea lame. rollie and i had a somewhat enlightening talk on life, philosophy, existence, morals. it was tight.chai nreaction tonight for me. yea.

10:39AM - ehh

rollie told me i sue too many run on sentences, its true, i dont care. i also change subjects all to often, im totally thinking ahead all the time, anyway we had a bbq yesterday it totally ruled, a lot of good people came over, and after we hung out like old times, the noc crew, we snuck into a movie, got kicked out, than snuck back in. it ruled. word. im tired as fuck, i have homework, i have to clean, and i have to hang out.

7:37PM - my life

so yea, shits always up and down here, i studied tons yesterday i think it paid off. school is gonna get tough. times are tough. im going to buy a laptop. i like drinking vitamin water, eating raisin bran muffins, training on tuesdays, talking to my friends about music and politics, i like vinyl, i stay at home a lot, i like tour of duty, fucking punk rock. i lack confidence. my parents rule. i like to argue. im wearing lots of white shirts lately. paul salem is a good fucking dood.so is rollie. im always cheery, but sometimes sad. i believe in the edge, more than ever.monday night football is life. i want to see f13 last show. and BBQ on saturday at our house. if you eat rotting flesh, than bring it, we will have seperate BBQ. i love the weather at night now.

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11:22AM - word

so lots of crazy things goin on in my life, kinda consuming me, but im having fun.living with rollie is like the best thing ever, cause hes such a solid dood.last night animosity played, and after the show i hung out with those doods chillin for a long time and realized that they might be the coolest band ive ever met, they are all well informed politically, and i have tons in common with those doods, im stoked to see them next time they play. im going to go to my parents house now and pick up my brother, and play with the dog. study, hang out, whatever us losers do.

11:12AM - update

so its been forever, i have moved to a house with rollie, its sweet, mad hangout. school started yesterday, should be fun, tough, everything it always is, i dont work at chain anylonger, for several reasons, but i now have time to do what i want. haliburton rips of the government. im really fuckin tired right now. bust it.

7:36PM - life

so yea ups and downs, too much work, spending too much. if you didnt go to taken on sunday, you were a fool and you should regret it for the rest of your life. a great ending to a great band. very hot. and if you didnt go to strife yesterday, you suck at life. two of my favorite shows i have ever been to in my life. ever. maybe the best of the year. no where do i see like 90 friends all going off for a band we all grew up to, good to see nathan and all the old doods too. im going to go see undying, im like going to a million ashows this week, about time too.everyone come to chain on friday, warriors, make move, marty rad.

12:43AM - word part 2

so tower of terror, is totally fun, i dig it. darel is the best dood i know, i pods are tons of fun, erica is tops. i recieved my grades, and got 3 A's and a B, that totally fucking rules, im stoked on that. hellfest is coming and im pretty stoked to see some good bands. umm think i care is touring with mental and rnr, i wanna go but same night as 7 seconds. bummer. yea. so will make plans. selling stuff on ebay rules ass by the way.i go training every morning, having fun, getting beat up. i love it. looking forward to a lot. i need to find 21 and over bands to play, if you know any or anything like that. call me. oh yea if anyone wants a pass for tommorows friends and family sale for tommorow sat, i can give you mine. friends.

+ grades
+ training
+ i pods
+ good hardcore
+ darel
+ dao son
+ dao son twice in 5 hours.
+ parents
+ ERICA


- working a lot
- spending too much money
- parking ticket
- gas prices
- fucking psycho neocon president
- Gov.Arnold putting very incompetent fucks on the CCC.
- gas prices
- any conservative who still backs the president.

in the words on nickey money "fuck!"

11:26PM - word

so my good friend darel cruised up from sd yesterday and we went to disneyland and than hung out with paul and colin at espn zone. tower of terror is super fun. went to amoeba today, good shit, always good shit. hardcore shows suck, bands suck, i just want to make money. all the kids are lame. figue 4 was cool. so darel rules cause we think alike, sell everything, buy everything, eat everything, shoot people in the face, and eat peoples faces. you know normal stuff. fought with my dad, dont think im going to vegas. im fucked this week.

12:20PM - finals over

so i might end up with 2 b,s and 2 c's, ehh. whatever. if you have not heard by now, for the love of is playing hellfest. fuck yea. i take it back hellfest is hella good this year. a life once lost tonight, word. btbam terror shows were so so. kids are lame. erica and i hung out with brian til like 3 yesterday that guy rules. anyway i wanna go record sghopping but i have no $ to spare and i have rent due on monday.none of my friends wake up early. im going to go shower now.

10:10AM - word

so yea, setting some shit up at chain, finals next week, should go well. than im working a lot to save money for hellfest. want to go to posi #s , probably not. umm warriors and make move were rad on saturday got to see a lot of good friends. racetrack rituals on saturday, get in on it or be lame. my car is being fixed from the tragedy on the 55, fuckin a. sweet rental car. was payed from coachella, needed that.new killswitch is off the hook. seriously. fuck.

10:53PM - again

i have a 9 to 11 page essay due friday on mcain feingold campaign finance reform bill, no one probably knows or cares for that one, but i do, and i have yet to start, and it determines my grade. im such a fuck up,i swear. i missed beaus band at my own work yesterday, and beau im super sorry, i even called and said i was coming. you dont know what i went through. erica and i had our worst fight ever yesterday, all day, and i cant believe it even happened. and im very sorry it did,im sorry, i love you. ive spent wayy to much money these past few weeks. went to amoeba with erica and davey i think on saturday it ruled. picked up some rad records, lots of good punk, soia sts on red! with a letter in it from pete soia in it. who trades this shit in. saw brian there, hes a cool dood, and a super record nerd. zoinks,youth brigade, ramones. good shit. so davey rules, we laughed a lot, he gave me a ork toy and a TYF hoodie. fuck yea hes the best.so besides speding too much, i do a lot of school, kinda, trained today for the first time in weeks, was dead real fast, fuckin shit. so hellfest is soon and im going to go. hope you all go, we will have fun. i want to go to posi numbers also. im starting to do shows at chain here and there, help out the locals. may 26th is a jealousy issue, the letter kills, the program, antagonist, erebus, and sbt. hopefully it goes well and another show is june 15th. i have a headache, it sux. saw gov.arnold on sunday. chump. he was eating ice cream. got hooked up with Triple 5 soul shit cheap at some random skate shop in palisade. obey sponsered chain, got a rad shirt. obey is pretty cool. i need to nap before i study. anyway preakness is saturday. see you at the track.

11:19PM - word chuck

i miss you chuck, you rule. we need to hang out fo sure. anyway i am lagging in finshing homework at appropriate times, and i am almost done with a essay due friday, and i have a bio test. after that smooth sailing, well for a week. i love studying at school at night, i wish i never had to work ever. just study. im working at coachella this weekend, it is ericas b day sunday, so i didnt want to work, but john offered us both the job, its really good money, a few decent bands, lots of party, and we have our own hotel room in palm springs, for free. 200 bux a night, and all for free. we are working the lost and found/info booth. its between both main stages, so it should rule. im pretty excited. again my car is fucked up, im still pissed. oh well. cant wait for summer, hellfest, etc... kentucky derby this weekend. action this day, wimbledon, read the footnotes, master david, limehouse. good stuff. peace.

3:57PM - took this from jen

i n f o r m a t i o n
1. name: andy
2. single or taken: taken
3. sex: male
4. birthday: 10.21.82
6. siblings: 2 sisters 1 brother
7. hair color: gothic black
8. eye color: brown
9. shoe size: 13
10. height: 6'2

r e l a t i o n s h i p s
1. who are is your best friends?:erica,billy,greg,colin,davey,stix, adam, everyone at work.
2. do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:yes
f a s h i o n s t u f f
1. where is your favorite place to shop: the closet
2. any tattoos or piercing: ghey

s p e c i f i c s
1. do you do drugs?:name it ive done it
2. what kind of shampoo do you use?: pantene?
3. what are you most scared of?: failure
4. who is the last person that called you?:my dad
5. Where do you want to get married?: no clue
6. what would you change about yourself?: ehh, i dont know.

f a v o r i t e s
1. color: black and blue
2. food:rubios,pasta, dao sun
3. boys names: dood
4. girls names: spike
5. subjects in school: poli sci
6. animals:dogs
7. sports: football

h a v e y o u e v e r
1. given anyone a bath?:maybe
2. smoked?: everything
3. bungee jumped?: na
4. made yourself throw up?: na
5. skinny dipped?: na
6: ever been in love?:yes
7. made yourself cry to get out of trouble?:no
8. pictured your crush naked?: fuckin perv
9. actually seen your crush naked?: pedar ass
10. cried when someone died?: yes
11. lied: yes
12. fallen for your best friend?: i fall for no dood
13. been rejected?:yes
14. rejected someone?:yes
15. used someone?: for beer
16. done something you regret?: using someone for beer
c u r r e n t
clothes:jeans, f13 shirt,flip flops
music: caliban/hsb split, horror show
make-up:lots of crazy shit, i look like a clown. oh wait sorry thats th hc scene.
annoyance: car crash.
smell: nothing.
desktop picture: me on the phone
book youre reading: im about to start bob woodwards new book, but for now a students guide to history and celeb politics.
in cd player: caliban/hsb split
in dvd player: dave chapele?
color of toenails: black

l a s t p e r s o n
you touched: billy, not in greek way
hugged: erica
you imed: Jesus mark
you yelled at:adam. he was in his room and naked at wouldnt come out
you kissed:erica

a r e y o u
understanding: yes
open-minded: yup
arrogant: yes.
insecure: sometimes
interesting: i will talk about anything.
random: maybe
hungry: no, went to wheel like 2 hrs ago.
smart: i wish
moody: can be
hard working: yes
organized: rarely
shy:yes
difficult: whack
attractive: na.
bored easily: can be
messy:no
obsessed: no

r a n d o m
In the morning i am: doing homework.
all i need is: good girl, good friends, to learn
love is: not red. that band sucks.
i dream about: aliens, ghosts, mummies, communists. crazy shit.

o p p o s i t e s e x
what do you notice first: brains
last person you slow danced with: erica in my room , haha
worst question to ask: whats up?
makes you laugh the most: erica, colin, billy, steve, ryan.
makes you smile: tons of people. i smile a lot.
who do you have a crush on: myself
who has a crush on you: no one

d o y o u e v e r
sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to im you?:no
wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: never
wish you were younger: na
cried because someone said something about you?:no

n u m b e r
of times i have had my heart broken: none
of hearts i have broken: none
of guys ive kissed: lots
of girls ive kissed: few
of continents i have lived in: one
of tight friends: 10
of cds i own: wayy too many
of scars on my body: too many.

f i n a l q u e s t i o n s
1. do you like fillings these out?:this one was too long
2. gold or silver: gold
3. what was the last film you saw at the movies?: kill bill 1
7. favorite cartoon/anime?: fmaily guy
8. what did you have for breakfast this morning?: i ate some pirates booty. not really breakfast.
10. who would you love being locked in a room with?: erica
11. could you live without your computer?: yes.
12. would you color your hair? no
13. could you ever get off the computer?: yes.
14. habla espanol? no
15. how many people are on your buddy list?: wow, 180, but see i use my old sn, that has like 10 people i tak to on it, so its whack, all those other people i never talk to anymore.
16. drink alcohol? bring it.

3:20PM - so i had a really good time at work yesterday...

after i was hit on the 55 fwy by a illegal immigrant with warrants for his arrest and unlicensed, without insurance or a car in his, or the other people in the cars names. did i mention that after he hit me he tried to speed away and than got out of the car and ran away. yea fuck. so that shit sucked. i was so fucking pissed off. the chp officer ruled, the fat pregnanat whitetrash and her mom, that were in the car,claimed to own the car and spilled thier guts to me, and told me not to tell the cops. fucking white trash. super funny.anyway jonah played last night at chain, and cheered me up some. im tired of bullshit. billy had his truck lifted to the sky.bro. but its billy.

2:20PM - word

my class is not in session right now cause the building has been evacuated. erica bought me the coolest stuff in Ny did i mention. too much homework to do soon. i got a new phone, so did erica, i have no ones number so give it here. call me , ill store it. need to go do shit now. bie.

1:20AM - well im tired

so nothing unusual in my day today, i went to the track and dumped some cash, maybe too much. whatever, got some insight on how the derby will end up. im excited. i miss erica a lot, ive been listening to one Brian Eno song and two Warriors songs over and over again.so i have a cold it sux, umm lets see i have wayy too much hw to do. dont care im going to go see red chord and company tommorow in SD. dao sun food, hanging with darel and company. San diego minus the scene. good times. tonight cuad and darkest hour played, it was lame, but whatever R4 played and i love those doods.Some girl which i though was a dood, was like pushing back into the crowd like to make the pit bigger, so i grabbed her(him) by the neck dropped her(him) and said dont fucking touch me, i felt bad it was a she. so yea back to my theory on girls going to shows, if you wanna get attention from a dood, dont try to make the pit bigger for them, just hit them up on myspace. problem solved. so i was in a bad mood and sick, so i might have been a dick tonight.

good:
fat kid from the man show coming to chain a lot, hes a really rad dood.
colin and andrew. best doods ever.
kentucky derby
dao sun
piebald, jealous sound, appleseed cast show at chain
braid, recover this summer
Brian Eno

bad:
sickness
Santa Anita racetrack
my cell phone breaking today,2nd time, same place. new phone on the way.
gas prices
vietnam
I meant Iraq.
drug dealers.